My friend, I can sense the desperation in your question. It's as if everything is falling apart, and you're struggling to keep your faith strong. I want you to know that I've been in similar situations, and I've learned that faith is not about our circumstances, but about our relationship with God. When disaster occurs in our lives, it's often because we've lost sight of the eternal truth that God is holy love. Faith is the supreme effort of throwing ourselves with abandon and total confidence upon God.
To keep your faith strong, I'd like to share with you a few practical suggestions. First, establish a daily routine of Bible reading and prayer. It's essential to stay connected with God, even in the midst of chaos. I remember a distraught mother I met in a hospital emergency room, who asked me how to develop deeper faith. I encouraged her to start with the basics, just like a child learns to walk before running. As you grow in your faith, you'll be able to tackle more difficult things. Second, make a promise to God, and stick to it. I've made a promise to read the Bible through each year, and it's helped me stay committed to my faith.
Remember, faith is not based on our victories or successes, but on the Word of God. When we're weak, discouraged, or facing seemingly insurmountable challenges, our sole confidence should be in Christ. He is our rock, our strength, and our salvation. Don't compare your faith to others; instead, focus on your own journey with God. As the Bible says, "Let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, looking unto Jesus" (Hebrews 12:1-2). He is our example for faith, and our ultimate goal is to glorify Him in all circumstances.