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Your Question:
Why does it feel like no one understands my pain?
Answer:
As I sit here, reflecting on my own pain, I'm reminded that it's not just about the physical causes, but also the mental interpretations that can lead to feelings of hopelessness and despair. I've been a pastor for many years, and I've seen how people can get stuck in their own misery, unable to synchronize their feelings with those around them. It's like a boomerang that always returns to one's own pain, no matter how hard you try to distract yourself. I've thought about taking my own life, feeling like no one would care if I did. But I'm blind to the people who have tried to help me, like my wife Susan, who has been a constant source of support and love. I've also forgotten the things that have made my pain more tolerable, like my love for playing chess and reading science fiction novels. It's easy to get caught up in the intensity of my pain, but I know it's not always this way. I've lost precious things, like my joy and sense of purpose, and I believe I need to find my trust in God again. But it's not just about me; it's about where I've placed my trust. I've been trying to solve impossible problems on my own, but I know that's not where my strength lies. I need to look to God, who promises to give me the grace to love others more deeply, even in the midst of my pain. It's unnatural to love when we feel so empty, but it's exactly what I need to do. By choosing to love others, I'm reminded that I belong to Christ and that he is using me to accomplish his purposes. It's a powerful reminder that my pain doesn't have to define me, and that I can choose to see it as an opportunity to grow and love others more deeply.
Sources:
depression
edward welch
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