Biblical Answer

I had to lose my sense of self and my business because I had become self-centered. Self-centredness makes one blind to their own flaws while being hypersensitive and offended by the flaws of others. In my case, I had made myself the center of my attention for too many years, and I was judged harshly for my actions. I realized that the important thing was not to be right or well-thought-of, but to love. I had to let go of my self-centredness and focus on loving others.

This transformation was possible because I called Jesus Lord and intended to follow his will, rather than my own. I renounced my self-determination and took on a new subordination, recognizing that I was not ultimately in control of my life. This realization was not just about personal growth, but also about recognizing my responsibility to others. I had to take on a new perspective, one that was not centered on myself, but on loving and serving others.

The loss of my business was a consequence of my self-centredness, but it was also an opportunity for growth. I had to confront my flaws and weaknesses, and to let go of my need for control and perfection. I had to learn to trust in God's sovereignty and to recognize that He is the one who is truly in control. This experience taught me that true freedom and happiness come not from pursuing my own desires and ambitions, but from living a life that is surrendered to God's will. I had to lose my sense of self in order to find a new sense of purpose and identity in Christ.