My friend, I can sense the darkness you're in, and I'm here to tell you that God is still with you, even in the midst of it. As the scripture says, "In the dark, listen, and God will give you a very precious message for someone else once you are back in the light." It's in the darkness that we're forced to quiet our minds and hearts, and listen to God's gentle whisper. Don't try to talk to others or seek answers in books, just listen.
You see, my friend, God's guidance is not always a straightforward path. Sometimes, He leads us through darkness, not to abandon us, but to refine us. As the Psalmist says, "Open your mouth wide, and I will fill it." God is speaking to you, even in the darkness, but you must be still and listen. Don't be afraid of the unknown, for God is sovereign over all things, including the darkness. He is the Light that shines in the darkness, and He will guide you through it.
As I reflect on my own life, I've come to realize that God's plan is not always easy to understand. But that's where faith comes in. We must trust that God is working everything out for our good, even when we can't see it. As the scripture says, "Have faith! Where'er thy bark is driven, the calms disport, the tempests mirth." God is in control, and He will see you through the darkness. So, my friend, hold on to Him, and trust that He will lead you out of the darkness into the light.