Biblical Answer

You are not yet in the ascended state, which means you are still in the process of spiritual growth and development. This is a time for joy and sharing the good news of salvation through Jesus Christ, not for holding onto personal desires or dreams as if they are more important than your relationship with God. You are still becoming, and this is a normal part of the Christian journey. It's okay to have areas where you need to work on your faith and character, and this is an opportunity for growth and development.

As a Christian, you are called to live a life that reflects the values and teachings of Jesus Christ. This includes loving others, serving others, and sharing the good news of salvation with those around you. It's not about holding onto personal desires or dreams, but about living a life that is surrendered to God and focused on serving Him. This may require you to let go of some things that are holding you back, but it's worth it to live a life that is fully surrendered to God.

In terms of being "more than" others, the Bible teaches that we are all equal in Christ (Galatians 3:28). We are not defined by our physical appearance, abilities, or accomplishments, but by our relationship with God through Jesus Christ. As a Christian, you are called to live a life that reflects the values of humility, kindness, and compassion, and to see others as more valuable than yourself. This means being willing to serve others, to listen to them, and to support them, even when it's difficult or uncomfortable. By living a life that is focused on serving others and serving God, you will find true fulfillment and purpose, and you will be able to see others in a new light.