Biblical Answer

I can understand your concern about being unable to pay for your treatment. As a pastor, I've had to navigate similar situations with my congregation members. While the Bible does promise healing, it's also important to acknowledge that God's healing is not always physical, but can also be spiritual.

In cases where physical suffering is involved, it's essential to consider the concept of suffering, as described in the passage. Suffering can take the form of calamity, chastisement, or punishment. In some instances, refusing compensation or treatment may be the right decision, even if it's not the most convenient or popular choice.

Ultimately, as a Christian, I believe it's crucial to prioritize faith and trust in God's sovereignty, even when faced with difficult decisions. This means being willing to make choices that may not align with our personal preferences or circumstances, but rather with what aligns with God's will. In your situation, I would encourage you to seek guidance from your pastor, family, or friends, and to make a decision that is guided by your faith and values.