Biblical Answer

My friend, I can sense the desperation in your question. You're feeling like you've lost touch with God, and prayer has become a struggle. But let me tell you, prayer is not about feeling a certain way or being in a certain state. It's about surrendering your will to God's will, and seeking His purpose in your life. As it says in Ephesians 5:17, "Therefore do not be unwise, but understand what the will of the Lord is."

You don't have to wait until you're at your wit's end to pray. In fact, the Bible says to "pray continually in an intermittent way" (1 Thessalonians 5:17, My Translation). This means that even when you're not feeling like praying, you can still pray. It's not about how deeply you feel or mean your prayers, but about trusting that God will answer. And when you're praying for someone else, like your husband, don't give up even if he's not praying for you. Keep praying, and trust that God will work in his life.

As a pastor, I've seen many people struggle with prayer, but I've also seen the power of prayer transform lives. It's not about getting an answer right away, but about trusting that God is working, even when we can't see it. So, I want to encourage you to keep praying, even when it feels like nothing is happening. Keep praying, and trust that God will answer in His time.